I know the human being and the fish can coexist peacefully

I must be manic depressive. I deleted my old blog and all the entries last week. I have a love-hate relationship with blogging. But here I go again. I reinvented myself. Everything will remain the same except the name. And I lost all my friends--not that I had that many.  Tho I don't want to sound needy.

Maybe some of you will recognize me, maybe you won't, and maybe you just won't care. And maybe it doesn't matter because I might just delete my blog again. Kind of like suicide but without the mortality.